Out of everyone, I only talk to 1-3 boys and 1-2 girls everyday, day to night. I don’t know why I ignore people’s text. Yes, I think it can be rude, but I just don’t allow people to just walk into my life, text me randomly, and expect me to believe that him or her will stay. I’ve been there so many times, it’s a habit ignoring people. the person can’t get mad or complain that I don’t text back or talk to them either. Reason is because you walked into my life already, I believed you’d stay/remain, but than you left and It hurted me. Do you know how hard it is to not get a text one day after talking to the person for months? It makes me feel like she/he got bored of me.
I need to get it off my chest
I love how North Korea declared war against everyone and literally no one gives a fuck.
I always think about it. I am not even close to perfect and they are basically there. I mess everything up while they do everything with such grace. Why would they pick me out of everyone they know? It puzzles me sometimes. I am not good enough so that’s why I am always afraid you’d leave me. You leaving me would be one of the worst things that would happen to me.